An angel on his two knees, arms stretched towards the red sea; of violence and a sultry tongue.

-Sunday, August 19, 2007-

[See the changes]

looked out of my window the first thing i woke up, saw some kids playing soccer at the void deck. they were like yelling and laughing, having so much fun. sorta reminded me of my past. man things change too much as you grow older. the innocence and generosity of the past have all gone to the void. but i will still keep my hopes of having such fun.

i dont get it when i read people's blogs, more than 90% of those entries are there to complain or say negative stuff. it has like become a trend, maybe it's a way for people to recognize you as a person of negativity so they can call you emo. and the irony of this post is that i am also posting something which is negative i guess. HAHA now tahts funny =x i mean seriously la our generation is like so fucking screwed. people are trying hard to be sad and when they are they spread this aura around to everyone. the most nonsensical part is that in actual they have most of the stuff they want/need, or rather nothing to be really sad about.

now im actually pretty glad that altho i'm not close to mom, dad is always being supportive and really loving. bringing us to see the world, trying his best to let us lead a good life. conflicts may arise at times, but it's perfectly normal in every relationship. and i must say that in my opinion he is without a doubt the best dad.

some of the blogs have given their ratings of money, that money = power. true, to a certain extent, but DPDO is the word. i don't see how your life will be so much happier with more money, it will just lead to something like the first part of my entry. to me it will just save you some time and ease burdens. true joy comes from the heart, it comes from love, it comes from fulfilment of important issues. material things can bring satisfaction, not happiness. it can't fill an empty heart, it can only numb the empty heart. ok my eng is too sucky to describe what i feel, but the bottomline is like money can only let you be happy for awhile, that the happiness wont last.

under the 101ways on how to be happy handbook, #7 states that one should focus on getting MUST haves, reach for SHOULD haves and if after getting your hands on those 2 and you still have extra resources, then go for the GOOD TO haves. ok jk i dunno if such a handbook exists. well that's all i have for the sad people. ok blog again soon not enough time today= x

[Love, J] ;3:40 PM;